USEFUL TIPS ON SETTING YOUR BEDROOM ON FIRE._ CHAPTER FOUR

Lisa's point of view_

I got to the bathroom feeling a bit dizzy. I shook it off quickly. Soon, I returned to my room to see Josh on my bed, 

I squeezed my face. "Get out right now..." I said pointing towards the door. 

"Just came to tell you that breakfast is ready."  He said.

"I am not hungry." I sat on my dress up seat, looking away from Josh. Now I noticed my lips were a bit watery and bitter. Beginning to weaken and burn up.

Now I can't deny the fact..  I AM SICK !!! 

I tried not to maintain an eye contact with Josh because he might sense I am sick. Thereby making me take those bitter sick smelling pills. I felt him touch my shoulders. Oh God !

"Why aren't you hungry?" He asked. 

I looked away from the mirror, hiding my face. "Go... I'll be down in a minute." I muttered. 

"What are you hiding?"

"I am just nervous... Go.... I'm coming." I said.

After a while, he left.

Where is my make up box?

I walked down the stair's slowly because I was starting to get weak. My eyes met Barbie and Josh sitting by the dinning eating their food in silence.

I tried to act active and strong but inside I felt like I could collapse at any moment. I sat beside Barbie. She looked into my face.

"Early morning make up? When you're going to stay at home all day?" Barbie openly asked.

She's gonna expose me... 

I stayed like I was reading and ate my food. "Thanks and bye." I said running upstairs.

Hew ! That was close...

I took my tablet browsing on a fever drug that could be taking by injection. My tongue is too precious to taste the bitterness of any drug right now. I finally found one. I put a call to our personal doctor. I told him about the drug I found online and asked if it was safe.

"No Mrs. Lisa, you just had a miscarriage... Who knows if you've taken in again... Just take the drug through swallowing, safer that way..." The doctor advised.

I angrily disconnected the call... 

Even imagining myself taking the drug makes me sick. I suddenly felt cold but my body was hot. I laid on my bed covering myself up wishing the sickness could just disappear.

After a while, the door opened...Oh no ! 

I tried to get up but I couldn't. Then I felt two warm hands cuddle me from behind. It was Josh...

"Barbie just left... What game should we play now?" He asked making me shudder a bit. "Hang on... "He said and turned my to him.

"You're sick..." He said staring at me. "Why didn't you say anything? Lisa you're damn hot... I can't even hold you... Do you want to kill yourself?" He said at once.

The door opened and Josh walked in with a bag in his  hands.

I sat up facing him. 

He sat really close to me. He brought out the drugs... "Hold on."

"Am I gonna take all this?" I asked surprisingly.

"It could have been less if you said something earlier..." He said. 

I blamed myself... He brought out the tablets I was to take. He handed me a bottle water. "You know what to do." He  said. 

I looked down really embarrassed. "I can't take them... I hate taking drugs."I said.

"Just take them for me...Please." He pleaded.

He drew near whispering. "If you take them, I'll suck you tonight."

My eyes widened. That's an offer I can't turn down. I took the drugs and I tried to vomit two times.

Finally... 

I waited patiently on the bed for Josh to come fulfill his promise. He was taking so long. I slept off afterwards...

Josh's point of view_

Barbie kept pleading that I should teach her all the techniques before I go to bed because the competition was tomorrow. I had to stay and help her. When I returned to the bedroom... Lisa was fast asleep.

I didn't want to wake her so I just slept beside her rocking her hair. I slept off. I woke up to see Lisa all moody and sad.

I touched her.

"Leave me alone !" She yelled. 

"I am sorry Lisa... Please forgive me." 

She angrily took her medicines and rushed into the bathroom.

I followed her trying to calm her down.

She poured everything into the toilet and flushed them all. "Let this illness kill me... I don't want to live anymore."

{That moment when you hurt your lover without knowing it} 

Episode 5 coming soon.